thoughtsDrew Allen

my self esteem is low.

thoughtsDrew Allen

I invited about a dozen people to the office party. of the people I invited, only like two said they could not come.  the rest said they could.

3 people showed up.

i hate it when you find out that you have figured yourself as closer to people than you realy are.

At this moment, gainesville feels a lot more like home. I feel like a stranger in lakeland.

thanks to those who showed up. ak47, lora, snazzy.

and then i realize that its two in the morning, and I am up typing in a online journal about how lonely i feel.

what a loser.

the sad part is, thats not meant to be funny.

wtf is wrong with me?