thoughtsDrew Allen

not a panic attack.

thoughtsDrew Allen

here come better days.

sometimes the pain of hitting bottom is enough to wake you up from the nightmare to see where you really fell asleep.

wow. i didn't even mean to make that analogy as deep as it ended up being, but chew on it. you just might get something out of it.

this is really where i am at right now with the whole God thing:

How long, O LORD ? Will you forget me forever?
How long will you hide your face from me?

How long must I wrestle with my thoughts
and every day have sorrow in my heart?
How long will my enemy triumph over me?

Look on me and answer, O LORD my God.
Give light to my eyes, or I will sleep in death;

my enemy will say, "I have overcome him,"
and my foes will rejoice when I fall.

But I trust in your unfailing love;
my heart rejoices in your salvation.

I will sing to the LORD,
for he has been good to me.
   - psalms thirteen


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